sitting, waiting and wishing

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Happy eid!

Its amazing how I got my prayers answered in more than one way..

As much as i love gathering with my close family, hari raya also means meeting distant relatives.
the uncles, aunties and grannies.
And each year, at least once there would be that awkward moment when i got asked 'that' question.
Its just a few seconds that pass in no time, but still..i despise it more each year.
So yes, i am guilty of secretly wishing to skip that routine. But for our family that never miss going around the the state visiting all levels of relatives esp.on my mother's side, escaping is quite impossible, so I just adapted and learned to feel numb.

Last year was the year I struggled to get a new job - to start a new career. Mainly for my peace of mind, and also for better career opportunities.
In fact I had a series of interview during Ramadhan last year and almost joined that company after hari raya, had it not been a deal gone bad.

And a year later, here I am working on the eve of Syawal 1st, at this new job I just started 3 months ++ ago.
Sacrificing days of raya break like what I always had at my previous job is the price to pay for a somewhat calmer and more sensible job.
The extra pay is simply just the icing on the cake.

It will be a long 4 days and nights.
But at least, i wont get asked that question anymore! Alhamdulillah!

Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin!

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Thursday, July 18, 2013

I'm ITIL certified!

..foundation level that is  :)
There are about 5 levels in the course, and the foundation course is compulsory for all in the company to pass.
While the first is sponsored, if one get unlucky enough not to pass, he@she wud have to fork out usd175 from own pocket money to sit for another one..
Hence the big suspens!

It was nothing too difficult..mostly definitions and concepts.
tp still, suspens to tetapla ade..sbb set of questions x sama. Takut jugak unlucky dpt yg susah ke. Nak hafal the whole module mmg impossible within the short course.

Anyway, passed it! With flying colors \(°o°)/

Walaupun hanya level macai compared to the next 4..but getting a cert within my first 3 months here is a good start!

And with that note...5 days off starts now!

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Monday, December 7, 2009

minggu akhir...

minggu ni hopefully akan jadi minggu akhir utk stress at work.
after one year plus in the project, finally drawing yg almost-final dah nak issue...
so by next week, be prepared to jump from super hectic to super free...thats always the case.

bukan first time nak melalui saat2 mcm ni..only now rase mcm lain sket.
sbb dlm hati dah ada niat.
dan kalau niat ini yg terbaik, dan doa dimakbulkan-Nya..tak perlu la lagi nak go through another circle of this madness...

sibuk bekerja mmg baik. lebih baik drpd terlampau senang-lenang tak ada kerja. tp bila hati dah resah gelisah, tak boleh nampak rasional kenapa perlu memaksa diri bekerja mcm org gila, ditambah dgn masalah non-work-related yg menyesakkan dada...unless i cud find a new way to stop myself being sucked into depression everytime, finding the way out seems to be the only call.

in the meantime,plan to spend some more time hanging out and doing stuffs ngan people that i care about here. dlm ramai2 only a few yg quite close pon....tu pon ade yg pernah close but for some stupid reason berckp pon biler betul2 ade purpose.

only 3 weeks left of december.
i`m trying to see this whole year positively. been many good things and fond memories with friends and family.
but somehow..i miss me one year ago.
akhir2 thn mcm ni last year rase mcm good things than bad.

takpelaa...another 3 weeks to be all emo and dramatic.
then it will be time for a whole new chapter.

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

sakit otak

dia dah start dah..
keja makin menggila
kalau bukan sbb skrg bulan puasa
mungkin dah berkampung bawak tilam bantal pegi opis...
hello ~ otak cuma satu, tangan cuma dua la weh!!!

work s*cks ~
i know, i should be grateful i have one.

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