sitting, waiting and wishing

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

badminton session yg syok!!

and so the annual sports thingie has started...had our training again today. we had two courts-one court was like designated for us the women's double n the mix double! kira main direct lawan ngan mix yg dok bertukar- tukar partner tp kitorg maintain dua org..mmg dah fix pon kitorg ni partners for women's double...mmg syok training gila2 tp penat yg ampun laa..maybe betul aaa exercising ade release this hormone yg bleh kurangkan sakit sbb abes main je rase cam sakit tengkuk dah kurang..bravo!tp masalahnye....ptg td around time abes keja tu mcm rase lain mcm kat dada...chestpain? ke org panggil..cam denyut2 gitu esp. time tarik nafas...x biase kena cani actually so i'm a bit puzzled..balik from badminton, mandi2 bila baring n try nak tidur tu mcm sakit dada tu makin terasa plak...aiyaiyai....terlebih layan badminton ke? esok kalu sakit lg..kena ke jumpe doc? agak malas...dahla esok ade volleyball game, x sampai hati la plak nak m.c..kang kalu m..c keja, tp pg dtg main volleyball kang jadik issue plak kang..huhu...dahla esok mcm start balik ke aktiviti 'fizikal' kat production line tu... ;-(

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Monday, August 31, 2009

grow up

i`m letting go
but why am i still holding back?
maybe `cause it isnt easy

so why am i not relieved?
when i should be
maybe `cause i was hopeful
and wishful still

but the thought
that given the chance
he would have the heart to do it
breaks it again..

pretense
is a hard face to wear
grow up, my dear heart.

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10:20 AM

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Friday, August 28, 2009

d.e.j.a.v.u

belum sempat 100% pulih dr yg lama, tiba2 hari ni mcm ada bayangan ribut taufan ke-2 akan melanda dlm sehari dua lg...

Sampai hati kah dia?
kenapa tidak?
mungkin itu yg terbaik
khatam segala cerita

benar aku janji akan bersedia
tp seawal ini?

bersediakah aku?

aku boleh lari
tp aku harus, dan boleh redah semua
boleh? mmg boleh...
cuma aku penat

utk mengutip semangat yg hilang

Ya Tuhan
beri aku kekuatan~
bukan utk menahan dugaan Mu itu
tp utk meredah bah selepas taufan...

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10:03 PM

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Friday, August 21, 2009

Salam Ramadhan

Ramadhan datang lagi~

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa lebih rahmat, berkat dan kekuatan...

excited as always though it really looks like its going to be one very hectic fasting month.

Happy Fasting alls!!!

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7:24 PM

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