Thursday, December 31, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMAL!!!!

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

blackout

breakfast; wholegrain bread+ fresh milk+kueh bubur asyura mak sheera <-- guilty pleasure~
lunch; chilli lamb pasta + ice lemon tea <---pasta tak sedap, manis mcm letak gula satu senduk! sendiri buat sure lg sedap~
dinner;karipap 2 ketul+ soya bean

*dah 5 days lupe naik atas scale...think i lost another kg. so total lost in 2 week = 3kgs ;-)
kurangkan makan nasi sket2 pon bleh turun...kalau bersungguh-sungguh?weee~

oh ya..
hari ni saya tidak sakit
dan saya bukan pms sbb saya br lps cuti.
so, sorry kalau saya oversensitive..
saya tak marah atau merajuk, cuma 'kecik hati' sket tu ade laaa~
walaupon saya tau tak ada sbb utk itu...

8:30 PM

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Monday, December 28, 2009

annuall BBQ - vers.2009

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monday blues~

breakfast; wholegrain bread + fresh milk
lunch; nasi separuh+ikan bakar+tempe+ikan masin masak lemak
dinner; nasi separuh+sambal udang+sup sayur+telur dadar

yes i`m back with my meal notes <---no rice didnt work. now i know the malay+jawa part of me is quite powerful haha~ will cut down on the carbs slowly. but i learnt that low fat diet is healthier than low carb diet. so, my excuse for not letting go rice totally~

monday blues was too obvious to ignore, still in cuti2 mode. post cuti - and pre cuti. baru sedar that i`ll be having 5 days off beginning thursday. with no real plan except for 31st dec...sudah mula panik. i cant spend 4 days without a plan~
have a wedding to go saturday. somehow malas nak tanye others if they hv plan. its always me asking. this time i`ll just go if i feel like it. tp rase mcm weekend ni, baik aku jauhkan diri dr UTARA dan membawa diri ke SELATAN. i might just drive to JB, lepak2 with ucu and paksu there and ask heret them to singapore for a day. azian, if you feel like it, mari2. thats pretty much what i have in my head now.

sesungguhnya dunno how to act when i got to know sthg i`m not supposed to. i dont blame the person yg membawa cerita as he doesnt hv a clue. if i were in a movie, maybe i cud be the best actress. but serious, my week cud hv started with a happier note but wallahh...the big news. not that its such a big suprise anyway...entah kenapa berita ni buat aku rase seperti dikejar masa utk jalankan strategi menyelamatkan diri....i think 2010 will be a BIG year for everything.

well, aku tak mahu tau, tp sbb aku dah ter - tau, i`m wishing him all the best.
Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar dan dlm keberkatan...
May God speed them in everything that they plan.

ikhlas?
hey, i am trying.

9:28 PM

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jibun he no go houbi - ichi

tahniah dee & azrul

12:17 AM

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

HAPPY HOLS

i`ll be off to johor in a minute.
network will be very-very slow so tak sure bleh update tak from home.
so alls, HAPPY HOLS.
take good care of urselves ya.
to those, whom i`ll be meeting this sunday, see yaaaa soon~~

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i`m back

sayang ayra sayang ~
*updated;
lupe nak komen gambar di atas.. comei kan?
ayra chang ni waktu lahir dulu kecik jek, dahi kerut2...skrg dah besar jd baby-dara sunti, biler senyum mmg kawaii. kerut2 tetap ade hehe..maybe sbb once in a while kitorg akan jumpe sekali ngan mommy dia, she seems to recognize me ;-) ( bangga2~)
thanks yam for the super-kawaii candid pic!!! LOVE IT!!!!!


notice that i`ve been off-line this past week?
or maybe u dont.
my 5-year old vaio desktop buat problem.
came back home late night saturday, switched it on but couldnt.
dgr bunyi kipas jek running.

made my own conclusion...must be the motherboard or sthg.
so been asking around...and there were advises to take the harddisc out and extract the data- well, thats the most important part for me anyway. cant bear loosing all my photos!!!!


but these few days, despite easy-breezy days at work, been busy on the evenings. monday at OU, tuesday at the curve...only because tomorrow i`m leaving for BP already so i realized i have to get the harddisc out by tonite!



so after 2 episodes of CSI, started to operate the pc...godek2 punye godek berjaya gak bukak pc - serious ari tuh tgk *budak jiwang* bukak tak sampai 5 mins, but i took like 15 mins urghh...but anyway berjaya bukak. pastu belek punye belek seriously tak kenal harddisc yg mane. serious rase cam looser.
sambil2 tu dok usik sana sini...kot2 ade yg longgar kan.
then switched it on and wallah ~ it`s on!!! mcm normal. more than normal! error "fan abnormal" pon dah takde~


rasenye pc ni merajuk mintak dibersihkan huhu...mgla sgt byk habuk kat dlm...sorry pc.
promise to give more love and care in the future.





so tomorrow start cuti - supposedly friday but i`m taking halfday leave tomorrow evening. need to do some errands before leaving town.it will be a busy long weekend.



meanwhile at work, its that season of the year. appraisal, bonus, promotion bla2....well promotion as usual will be a bit late maybe somewhere in feb or march...but as expected we had our BIG BIG announcement on tuesday. the only time of the year when all 7000 over staffs gather to hear the good/bad news.
Alhamdulillah, despite the economy downturn, bonus is still quite good - not as good as last year but still, its not that bad. many complain that its not enough but honestly, i am quite happy with it.

and due to hectic schedule for the past 3 months or so, we only had our apraisal session with leaders this week. in fact i had mine just this morning.

wasnt a bad one. feel like my hardwork for the past one year had been a worthy one. feel appreciated but at the same time cant ignore the pressure of higher expectations. seriously, i feel like celebrating not really because of the money, but more because of the evaluation grade. but we have to be discreet. its a sensitive issue best kept within oneself rather than shared among each other..as always. tak semua akan tumpang happy utk kita..
so instead...will share this joy with family this coming weekend. and maybe closest friends~



...
and on a totally different matter, after what happened last week, now rasa betul2 mcm hati kering. couldnt be bothered anymore. all this while i`ve been too weak and too scared to loose all. but seriously, for the first time in 5 months, now i dont feel anything. no pain, and no feelings. being emotionless doesnt happen to me often but when it does, its for the good. just anxious to be totally out of his way, and far2 away. and by doing so, i believe i`m doing him a favor. for all i know its what he wants anyway.


i know i said we`d stay friends and everything will be ok.
but maybe we cant. we just cant.

1:26 AM

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

diet day 7

5 days of (not so) diet down the drain i could say...
weekend sgt susah to resist those temptation~

saturday:
breakfast; none
lunch;nasi minyak, ayam goreng, beef rendang, feef curry whoohoooooo...&lotsa sirap ais!!
dinner;seafood bibimbap + waterchestnut juice

sunday:
breakfast;water
lunch; ikea sweedish meatball(10), daim cake, mineral water and coffee
dinner; rice, seafood curry,plum calamansi juice

back-up plan --> starting tomorrow will (try to) have no-rice diet.

hmmmm....boleh ke?

10:14 PM

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

k.a.w.e.n dan Y.E.S

every weekend for the past weeks had been full with weddings of friends and families.
tak sempat nak bershopping sempena the year end sale...
yer...walaupon sale adalah sampai 03012010....terasa sgt gataiii nak shopping dah skrg...
bukanlaaa nak shopping besar2an pon...but hv a few items in mind yg WAJIB beli ekceli ( ya rite hehe..)

stuff like...
-shoes for work
-jeans
-presents
-billy bookcase!!! <--- wajib2!!
err.....and while i`m at that buleh jugak kalau dpt;
-handbag
-sandals! <--- i want flats! kesian kaki lately asyik pakai that C&K wedges.
..& that sleek,black smart little thingie i`ve been eying wohooo...yg tu kena tunggu pakcik aminar rashid buat special announcement laaa this monday br bleh adjust ;-)


but for now, nampaknye hari ni sekali lagi off to a wedding. this time @ UPM banquet hall.
kalau sempat maybe bleh singgah midvalley.
tp mcm gian nak shooting something other than weddings nih.

lihat sajalah ke mana kaki ku pergi nanti...

10:58 AM

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Friday, December 18, 2009

salam maal hijrah

sebelum terlupe..
salam maal hijrah utk korg sumer~

some of you might know about the story how i once sent an sms to a wrong person - the person yg paling TAK PATUT dpt sms tuh, and let it ruin my emotion and my life for months.
i think i`m somewhat cursed by this.

woke up this morning feeling like hell.
ada sms from someone yg obviously TERSALAH send mcm my case dulu. maybe dia nak balas dendam...
now i know for sure how bad it makes me feel. like i want to puke la ok..sgt tak berminat nak tau what and how u text to her laaa ( the sms was meant for the gf...i guess).

and being me yg sgt kuat instinct, i think i know whats going on...hv this feeling she knows something and she`s not happy.
seriously, if only i could say to you girl, stop worrying and just be glad that he`s yours.

so, bleh tambah la satu azam tahun baru, stop commenting his FB or whatever.
and we might as well just delete each other`s phone no. from our phones (..and memories). next time somebody mistakenly send a text i dont know what else it would be.

i dont feel like crying or screaming like i still would up to 2 months ago..so i guess i`m over it.
it just takes some more time to heal the scar it left me.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

gol!!

breakfast; coco crunch+low fat milk+horlicks
lunch; rojak ayam+air kelapa
dinner; nasi putih+ ayam masak merah+sayur campur


kalau mcm ni lah gayanye...alangkan 10kg..5 pon susah nak hilang!!!
tp takpelah...hari nih best mkn ayam masak merah masak sendiri..dgn nasi panas2 lawan air sejuk. and i am not ashamed to say that it was quite tasty hehe..
pehh mmg best dan tak berapa bagus utk diet!!

tp sempena kemenangan MALAYSIA ke atas VIETNAM ari nih..diet cuti lah ;-)

satu hari di opis ari ni, sakit telinga dgn kata2 org yg skeptikal.
"ala naseb jek masuk final nih..."
"sure tak bleh menang punye.."
...
.......
dan mcm2 lg ayat losers.

utk org yg pada satu zaman dulu(zaman skolah daaa...) byk spent time outside the classroom and on the field, u`d know how its like. u dont get to win everytime. but the spirit and the hard work tu yg priceless. and it always makes a difference when u hv loads of supports rather than alone ;-)

i mean, u can bash them if they didnt win lah...but belom main lg dah underestimate mcm tu is a bit...childish.

then u see biler dah menang (1-0), surely akan ade suara2 sumbang yg kata..
"gol naseb tuuu.."
"alaaaa 1 kosong jek..."
dan bla2..

betul kata mabbits, kalau org tu rase buleh main dpt 14 gol...dipersilakan lah main. tak kuasa nak layan.

tp ntah2.
org tu sendiri kaki bangku, kaki kerusi dan kaki meja ...
selalunye mcm tu lah~

10:16 PM

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

k.u.m.b.a.n.g.b.u.s.u.k

breakfast; toast(x2)+horlicks panas
lunch; sup tulang+ nasi separuh+telur dadar+ teh ais <-- sah takde gaya berdiet~
dinner; claypot chicken rice+barli suam
(verdict...today FAIL!!!)


ye..saya mmg takut kumbang. sbb kumbang busuk dan suka menghinggap di kepala.
tp mungkinkah kumbang yg takutkan saya?

takde maknenye~

Labels: monologue

11:25 PM

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

kata-GO!!!

breakfast; egg sandwich + milo susu
lunch; nasi separuh + ikan masak tauchu + sayur kubis + hati sambal + air kosong
dinner; roti bakar + horlicks panas <-- kegilaan minum horlicks sejak supper horlick panas bersama mabbits ;-)

yey!!!!
kata saya sudah finally GO!!
buleh tarik nafas sket...keeping fingers crossed that there`s no any big issues in the future. kalau timbul problem pas kata (die) dah tooling ni lagi haru deh.
mau kena potong gaji nanti haha ~~

end up today balik pon takde la awal sgt..ngantuk sgt sampai tertido dlm cadroom,sedar2 dah kol 6, opis dah almost kosong! tinggal 2-3 org bangla & nepal jek tak abes2 keja heeee...rase mcm pelik nak balik awal - mmg selalu ade sindrom nih.

purposely had light dinner - diet la konon ;-)
but already, i`m thinking abt tomorrow`s breakfast waaaaa~~~

diet mmglaaa satu cabaran hebat utk org suka makan mcm aku ;-(

10:18 PM

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Monday, December 14, 2009

capati kuah saden ~~

bfast; teh tarik + egg sandwich - hard boiled, no mayonnaise ;-)
lunch; nasi separuh + ikan goreng + sayur taugeh + hati ayam + jus kedondong
snack ; 2 pcs guava, oat biscuit
dinner; capati (x2) + kuah sardin + teh tarik

muhasabah; mcm takde lah byk sgt mkn, tp too much teh tarik and failed bab 'eating time'...shud hv taken bfast earlier i.e latest by 9am & dinner by 7pm!!

issued the drawings today. office mood was quite tight, i found myself avoiding some of the leaders haha. semua dah mcm gunung berapi nak lemetup. what to do...korang boss..korang la yg tanggung~~
yg penting, i`m glad its all over. i can now take a really deep breath in.

berkira-kira utk cuti beberapa hari lps ni~~

11:00 PM

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

girls` day out & friends weddings

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

impromptu team-building/retreat

6.58pm today, got an e-mail.
about an impromptu team building/retreat for our dept.
all of the sudden?
apparantly its going to be very-low-budget thingie. 2 days one night only, tu pon tak berapa jauh pon dr klang valley.
sure lagi penat sbb walaupon sehari surely ade xtvt2 yg memenatkan.
how abt building the team throughout the year, and actually give us the chance to rest that one weekend huh?
u even MAKE us work on weekends, and now u`re talking team building in one weekend...
sorry i`m so full of negativity~

the thing is...i`ve made plans to attend KURSUS (taknak) KAHWIN that weekend.
lucky no reservations been made yet..so it can be rescheduled. but still feel bad for again delaying it.

short notice obligations suck.

..
no, i`m not getting there anytime soon yet.
but i`m curious and keen to find out about certain things...

*updated

"...needs to start hunting"
status ni mengundang diskusi yg panjang lebar kat FB.
seimbas lalu sumer ingat i was talking abt job hunting...well maybe i am.

tp seriously...ayat tu sebenarnye membawa lebih drpd satu maksud.
sekurang-kurang nya dua...
tiga mungkin..

people just need to read between the lines~

10:12 PM

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Monday, December 7, 2009

minggu akhir...

minggu ni hopefully akan jadi minggu akhir utk stress at work.
after one year plus in the project, finally drawing yg almost-final dah nak issue...
so by next week, be prepared to jump from super hectic to super free...thats always the case.

bukan first time nak melalui saat2 mcm ni..only now rase mcm lain sket.
sbb dlm hati dah ada niat.
dan kalau niat ini yg terbaik, dan doa dimakbulkan-Nya..tak perlu la lagi nak go through another circle of this madness...

sibuk bekerja mmg baik. lebih baik drpd terlampau senang-lenang tak ada kerja. tp bila hati dah resah gelisah, tak boleh nampak rasional kenapa perlu memaksa diri bekerja mcm org gila, ditambah dgn masalah non-work-related yg menyesakkan dada...unless i cud find a new way to stop myself being sucked into depression everytime, finding the way out seems to be the only call.

in the meantime,plan to spend some more time hanging out and doing stuffs ngan people that i care about here. dlm ramai2 only a few yg quite close pon....tu pon ade yg pernah close but for some stupid reason berckp pon biler betul2 ade purpose.

only 3 weeks left of december.
i`m trying to see this whole year positively. been many good things and fond memories with friends and family.
but somehow..i miss me one year ago.
akhir2 thn mcm ni last year rase mcm good things than bad.

takpelaa...another 3 weeks to be all emo and dramatic.
then it will be time for a whole new chapter.

Labels: monologue, work

11:06 PM

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ukur lilit

yummy-mommy babe,

i dont hv a measuring tape!
so tak bleh nak ukur lilit and panjang lens as requested huhu~~
esok i`ll try to borrow from whoever yg ade measuring tape and will get u the measurement okeh.

i`m excited.
i`ll babysit ayra for u if u need me to ;-)
*bukan ajak2 ayam ni...tp kenalah sediakan bm cukup2~~
wee seronok dah tau term ibu2 haha

12:09 AM

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

boring sunday~

i`m still adapting to this whole house-sharing thingie.
housemate`s family is here - dah seminggu almost.
ok jek nak berbual-bual.
but it feels awkward to go on doing chores around the house - cooking etc.
so end up spending most time in this crumpy room.
rite now lapar to the max but somehow malas nak turun.

wiken2 ni....diorg ni taknak kuar berjalan ke?

org selalu ckp i get along well with makciks.
i really do. thats y i`m close to families of my best buddy.
but i guess, it doesnt happen everytime.

ada masa..sgt malas nak bersosial.

so now u know y ari ni rajin sgt nak tukar the look of this blog. yg lama tu cincai-bancai sgt.
but i totally suck at this now tatau camne nak enable comments.
dd, help!!!

sket lg lah br kuar, singgah by the office jap - this dude mintak tlg applykan cuti esok - still dont know how to say no to him no matter what...
then heading straight to BRP5 to pick up mabbit`s cookies.
yummy~~

Labels: monologue, weekend

3:21 PM

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

m.a.m.a.i

4.05pm...sampai opis

alamak...id card tetinggal....
so dudukla dpn pintu opis (pintu dpn) dgn harapan sape2 yg dlm cad room tu kuar nak minum ke,gi toilet ke ape kan...

10mins later..still tak nampak bayang. hp plak tetinggal gak kat umah hmmm..

tukar strategi, kuar building then masuk balik ikut pintu belakang. supposedly dkt sket ngan pintu cad room tu maybe senang sket nak attract attention.

4.20pm...

tercangok la kat pintu belakang plak.
deym ade 2 org dlm cad room tu, alfie and aloy tp both facing the other direction and both pon having their headphones on!!!

ketuk2 pintu...dan ketuk lagi.

4.35pm...
dah naik boring sampai almost pk nak balik jek....
khusyuk giler bekerja diorg nih.

4.40pm...
finally aloy took her headphones off!!!
ketukketukketuk~~~
finally aloy perasan huhu....penatnye.

mmg abes kena gelak ngan aloy and alfie.

sgtla inconvenient nye biler office tu fully secured with accessed cards.pintu tu once tutup mmg takleh masuk dr luar kalau takde kad.
nak balik td pon terpakse tekan this one button pastu lari2 sebelum pintu tu locked balik.
percubaan ke-2 baru berjaya haha~
logikla...pakai heels maaaa....

or sebenarnye lebih inconvenient lg biler lately suka sgt mamai dan pelupa.
hmm....

9:52 PM

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Friday, December 4, 2009

law of attraction

sometime ago i read this book - the secret by Ronda Bryne. quite famous for its subject - law of attraction.
maybe one day bleh buat review on this book.

but the point is, suka atau tak, i do believe in the law of attraction.
adala sorg Hamba Allah ni suka ckp, kalau kita ceria mesti ramai yg suka...kalau monyok je pulak nanti org lari. and tho i like to argue every single time, deep inside i know its true all along.
in theory, our minds are like magnets. when we think about something intense enough - conciously or not - they tend to become real.

so datangla petua, kalau nak gi shopping tuuu think positive-on the way to the mall try to think of a nice parking spot near the entrance. in theory, we will get a parking spot just as we think...mcm hantu kan. tp mungkin betul..

law of attraction explains how sometimes we`re singing a song in our head and suddenly a friend beside starts singing the same song! or how twins get sick at the same time even when living apart...how listening to a sad love song after an awful day only makes it worse...or how we sometimes text an sms about someone and then send it to THAT person-ni normally kes mengumpat atau meluah perasaan yg believe me, sgt boleh berlaku to any of us.
like pg td almost ter-send sms ngumpat boss kat boss itu himself...pheuwww..this mamai-ness is really going to kill me one day!

i dont know about others. but i do have that illness. i get to be totally lost and mamai when i think about someone or something too much.

like today, while mengadap kerja kat office lewat malam, sambil geram2 workstation yg mandom and hang dan memujuk perut yg lapar..tetiba terfikir nak call this one good friend yg duduk jauh nuuuun kat perlis. nak tanya khabar. and nak planning merambu cuti2. serious dah lama tak sembang since both busy.
tak sampai 15minutes pastu phone ring2.

"woi makcik. dok buat pe?"
haha..talking about law or attraction.
"panjang umur ko babe. br jek terfikir nak call td "
(..and the conversation continued for the next 20 mins) <-- keja punye pasal somehow had to cut it short. zaman kat nihon dulu we used to talk and talk and talk on the phone sampai battery abes. tu pon tak tentu stop. kdg2 gi cucuk battery pastu sambung balik!
one time we actually talked dr mlm sampai subuh and sedar2 mcm dah cerah...amazing how dah 15 years kawan still tak abes lagi benda nak ckp kan ;-)

seronok plan pasal cuti. cuma gomennasai...selagi tak lps issue drawing dan sebagainye bulan ni, selagi tu kena simpan dulu niat tu.
lps issue nanti, rasenye kalau mintak cuti seminggu pon boss tak kesah...

tp taknakla cuti seminggu.
berazam ni nak simpan cuti cukup 23 hari~
kenapa 23 hari?
adalaaa~

12:35 AM

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

mabbits cookies-mookies

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