Well, kadang2 macam saja tgk benda yg kita tau bleh buat kita sakit. Saja nak test of it still hurts that much.
Besides when i stop doing it, it can only make me feel better and not worse.
its almost as if i put a nail on my head and keep hitting the hammer on it. It wud surely hurt as hell but once i stop i know its gonna make me feel so so good.
Its like the goodness feeling wud double or triple if i feel the pain first.