It feels like dejavu. The long waiting period gave me time to think and think and to be honest its really becoming not real. At times i wud have that instincts that its not happening. The excitement had also worn off.
Perhaps it is not happening. Some suprisingly new development that wud force me to reconsider everything.
But whats more suprising is how i almost feel relieved by it.
Maybe its not meant to be.
Next time maybe i'll be more ready.
Ok now can plan for everything i want to do next yr!
cameron, seam reap, vietnam or tokyo?
Maybe its time to start the solo-traveling series i've been thinking.