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Monday, August 11, 2014

Reflecting

Dlm environment keja skrg kebanyakan yg baru2 masuk adalah 'adik2' yg baru grad. Yg paling muda is 1990 born..
yg lelaki2 tu cam x terasa sgt la gen gap dia, but ade yg perempuan seorang ni somehow buat aku reflect zaman muda2 and spontan tertanya sendiri, camne ke peel aku gak waktu mula2 abes belaja n baru start keja dulu?

Though i would like to think that i've never been err..gedik & mengada-ngada but the part where this girl is always whining and kinda short temper somehow reminds me of myself many years ago.
Owh me and my sensitive, short tempered emo self do go way back!
But ask my really good friends, i hope they'd say i've improved a lot  :p

So bila tgk this girl terasa mcm sungguh x attractive dan x best nye la. Awak nampak sopan and girly tp sikit2 nak marah, sikit2 nak merungut esp. With guys - well maybe the rest us akak2 ni x melayan.

Pulak tu sorry ckp i can click with akak yg umur atas 12years my age but really cannot masuk the attitude of this 20-sthg!
Lately especially sampai stress plak dok reflect if i was that immatured when i first started working?
or maybe environment kerja yg lain dan agak memanjakan menyebabkan fresh grads nowadays appear kurang matang?

most of us those days ketegaq nak jugak cr keja jd macai kilang eventho stress m underpaid sbb konon nak bg berbaloi belaja susah2 jauh2.
but now mcm common je jumpe budak2 fresh grads from mcm2 backgrounds masuk environment keja yg xde kena mengena. Yg dicarik adalah keja mudah, gaji masyuk.

Ehh..dah melalut.
asalnye i was just tryinh to point out that bila tgk org yg serius, short tempered mcm tu ter reflect pd diri sendiri amd rase menyesal that i used to be that - itu pon dgn keyakinan yg i've let go of that not so good virtues.
X pasti apa pandangan org lain heh.
But i do get comments from ppl i work with now that i'm * sporting & cool, senang masuk ngan sape2*
eheh..blushing tau.
Perhaps its the gap between opis lama yg drama and stressfull with current yg boleh kata monotone menyebabkan aku jd cool.
ade jugak diorg ni kecoh2 tentang sthg tp i just cant get my temper up..heh.
For me most of those things are too lame to worth arguing, when compared with things i've experienced in the past.

I wish i cud tell the girl to loosen it up. Nanti 8 tahun akan dtg menyesal dek!bughuk ghupa walaupun awak tu cantik!






8:02 PM

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2 Comments:

I guess that comes with experience and age. You come to know what are the things that matters and what's not :)

Berilah gadis itu benefit of the doubt. 5-10 years later, when you both meet again, she might change too :D

By Anonymous amal, at August 12, 2014 at 10:29 AM  

Heh yep i feel so too. Actually just kelakar bila teringatkan dulu that i used to be that :p

By Blogger fhana, at August 13, 2014 at 7:38 PM  

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