sitting, waiting and wishing

Friday, November 23, 2012

Skipping time!

Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak masuk bln 12!
Pastu masuk tahun baru!

Hmmmmm..
Masuk je january mesti complicated..the part of getting a year older is fine. But it always reminds me how static and 'the same' i've been.tetiap tahun berangan dan berdoa supaya next year akan berlaku sesuatu itu..tetiap tahun berharap supaya x perlu nak rase complicated mcm mane nak go through hari menjadi tua setahun..tetiap tahun membayangkan tahun depan mungkin lebih 'meriah'..
It is just a day, but it reminds me that the clock is ticking and i am still the same.

But its happening again in 2 months and i'm again dragging that moment.

Last year was quite upsetting in the beginning..spending the morning n noon alone wandering about kl. Luckily got some unplanned companies for the evening...which i truly cherished.
My birthday wish was to wake up not alone on my next birthday, I was quite determined to achieve that!
which obviously is not gonna happen anyway..unless my life turned dramatically like drama! No, totally impossible!
i wish i can just skip that day.

Maybe i should just do that. Skip the day and skip this place.

6:12 PM

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