Thursday, November 19, 2009
a.d.o.p.t.i.n.g
rasenye la kan...baper byk surat - ok maybe not literally surat lah - nak kena hantar sblm ada ppl yg wud finally take me seriously?
the honest truth is, the chemistry is gone.seriously...
my faith has died...after 3 years and 7months, one have to move on.
terlalu byk sbb utk tidak meneruskan what i`ve started.
racun yg satu tu, lebih2 lagi menmbah sebab - musabab.
the only thing i`m enjoying here now is the friendships, and companionships. tu pon only of some.
rindu di masa akan datang, pastinya bukan utk semuanya.
yes i can be very cold if i want to.
if i can get a new one, yg fix hours - occasional O.T is fine, but not too much- and better $$$, maybe what`s been on my mind these last few months is actually possible.
so the Q is, if money`s not a problem, and one cud come back from work on time and hv the weekends off, is it possible for her to care for another soul?
with the d/line she sets herself getting nearer, this seems like a more sensible idea than actually finding a partner.
she just wants a bigger responsible in life for it to mean more.
and no, she`s not thinking about cats or hamsters.
Labels: monologue
9:54 PM
3 friends sharing their thots
3 Comments:
ummm... if not cats or hamsters... anak angkat kaaa??? was what hit my brain at 1st... demo masaka ne ^____^;
ttekoto wa... merantau ke europe as photo journalist? tp tk memenuhi syarat working normal hours lak...
jya... zoo keeper!! working normal hours, bigger responsibilities, not adopting cats n hamsters! yappa kore da ne!
By 
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November 20, 2009 at 7:50 AM
aaaa zoo ke?
byk sgt poo lah.
i*m serious lah didi.
niat ni dah ade since few years ago.
cuma lately cam terlebih pk sket..
i want a boy, pastu aku nak breastfeed- i believe its possible- so that aku bleh jadi ibu susuan.
huh..mcm real plak~
By 
fhana, at
November 20, 2009 at 1:30 PM
tbh... i used to think that bank sperm is gonna be my last resort, becoz i want something that's mine... but ofc its religiously wrong.
but i understand what u mean when u said "this seems like a more sensible idea than actually finding a partner."
By , at
November 20, 2009 at 6:37 PM